Upside down twisting beside myself.

3/4 of my homework & all laundry done....spring break is over ahhhhh!

now when does school end?

so far this spring break:
havenots
1. i have not cleaned my room
2. i have not done laundry
3. i have not done homework
4. i have not done my chores
5. i have not really hung out with friends
6. i have not really made an effort to

haves
1. i have knit a big blob of something
2. i have looked at car
3. i have looked at colleges and made a list
4. i have planed to design my moms new office space
5. i have played softball...yet not in an actual game yet...
6. i have gotten cpr recertified


thats good for now.

got my hair done today... kinda pissed at the results. i told her two specifications:

1. i wanted it BLONDE
2. i didn't want obvious highlights.

and what does she do...she give me highlights and lowlights ...

so its brown and redish a littlebit..which i did not want with distict blonde highlights!!!!

i just don't understand what she didn't get about it, i even showed her a picture

on the brighter side, at least it doesn't look bad. it may not be what i wanted but its not like the hairstyle from hell, so ill deal with it. w/e

i think it's important to have fun. its important to joke around, to laugh, and stop worrying about SAT's, collage, and your future in general. just because it's good for you, and it's probably one of the only chances you will get until you retire.

but i also think it's important to have future goals, and know what your plans are when the time comes. anything less than that is stupid and unacceptable.

i'm looking for the balance between the two. i think it's extremely important to have that balance. and a man that can find it, will probably be the one to win my heart in the end.

livejournal is starting to bore me *yawn* i guess im just not that interested in telling you about my life anymore...

another week is complete., what can i say?

not the best of weeks, looking forward to up coming weeks, maybe?

this weekend is/was/will be another busy one. essay and sat class tomorrow hopefully I'm free after all of that crap.

yea, i guess I'm just not really in the mood to talk right now. feeling kind of...?

who knows?..you don't. =p

i feel like a helpless little bunny in the middle of the road looking up at 2 headlights and a large black rubber mass in the last seconds of its life.

really upset right now. i don't even want to exist anymore.

the good mixes with the bad and i come out merely content.

this weekend sucks! today i had a softball game in the morning, came home cleaned, did laundry ate, now im leaving for babysitting for the rest of the night! agh!

nd guess what im doing for the entire day tomorrow! homework! yeah. great.